So far, unfollowing like 75% of the blogs I used to follow has NOT been beneficial in reducing my level of distraction. Then again, I have not been working very hard as yet. I know I have a lot to do, and my brain has been very full of the things, but after Vipassana I now feel less inclined and anxious to suddenly do it all at once. Part of me is like “Good, this is a good way to be productive, by not attaching to it and freaking out that you are not achieving it and becoming paralyzed” but another part of me is like “GET TO WORK OMG” and the part of me that been been meditating for ten days is just like “Hm well this is interesting.”
Spreadsheets: Making it a lot more overwhelming/time consuming to start a project but ultimately helpful/sane-making?? Maybe? Will I thank myself later for this dumb spreadsheet?
That makes me feel really encouraged. It’s just tough because I have to live with them so I am really needing to straddle being diplomatic and shutting up for the sake of peace and wellness in the house with not staying silent when someone says or does something fucked up.